Well what can I say, the trip was worth it) it was the most memorable trip of my life, I greatly expanded my comfort zone and, in general, the scope of the permissible. In general, thanks!
Good night Ivan) what can I say, the trip was worth it) but now I’ve returned from the airport, I'm sitting at home and think whether I’m sleeping or not) I know what I’m dreaming ) I really woke up only once in life)
Now I’m thinking how to keep this state.
And I remember the phrase you said "how far you are ready to go" now I also understood )
I reached a certain point; I didn’t go furthe - too scary)
I understood Ayahuasca only by the 4th ceremony
I think a couple more would have come, but the intervals between the ceremonies were too small for me
So I had enough days to recover
It is emotionally
*not enough
Ayahuasca showed me many interesting things - that there is love, after the fifth ceremony I wrote to all the former girls and apologized
During the first ceremony, I died 5 times, felt very sick, and not in a bucket) but on myself) because i was like a vegetable, I did not even understand where the bucket was
During the first ceremony, an understanding came about the outside world and the inner world
Understanding of heaven and hell
Very global things
I drank the second and third ceremonies a little bit, so after the first I departed heavily, precisely emotionally. 2 and 3 ceremonies were purely about love, passed easily, understanding your inner light, there are only two choices in life, love and fear, and we always choose from this
4 ceremony was very deep. I become friend with ayahuasca at this ceremony, no longer succumbed to the same panic as at the first ceremony, was in colorful gardens, at the gates of the beautiful, I actually got acquainted with the concept of fear, saying that I am alone in fear and has no form. But I reached a point where I already am not me. The moment you don’t hear the shaman, you don’t feel anything. Actually. You become nobody, I went there, I was very tired and scared there, although I understood that understanding of even greater things and revelations would be sustainable
The next day I could not recover, and drank quite a bit. And ayavaska played with me purely) gave the necessary charge of motivation and positive) It says okay we won’t go deep with you, here’s food for thought in everyday life)
Okay, I can write a lot, and it’s difficult to convey subtleties through messages) it was the most memorable trip in my life, I greatly expanded my comfort zone and, in general, the scope of the acceptable. In general, thanks!